when...............

when I miss someone, MY heart beats super fast.

when I hate someone, MY stomach give me a churl.

.

when I like someone, MY face blushing red.

when I get nervous, MY body shivering.

when I get annoyed with someone, I turn my face off.

when I get bored, I daydreams. 

when I meet hot guys, MY mind drools away.

when I get serious, I look so serious.

when I do fall in love, only YOU can tell me how I'll be..hahahahahaha

gilos

4 in the morning

happy

end.

dear wishlist..ehh..dreamlist..:)

every girl have their own dreams..i have mine too..banyak gila..sampai yang impossible pun ada..but bak kata GM saya...imposibble is nothing..eceyy..ye la tu kan??


tapi nak tau ke apa yang ada dalam wishlist a.k.a dreamlist saya..


jom la tengok...




1. camera

canon dslr

memang kegilaan..tapi so so expensive..but it may be very worth it..

lomo

akan memjadi kegilaan..tapi susah la nak cari orang yang suka lomo jugak..tp macam best aje kalau ade kan?

polaroid

ni lagi la nampak sweet kalau ade..boleh bawa pegi jalan-jalan..bleh letak dalam jurnal.*berangan

oh camera..tak tau lagi nak dapatkan yang mana..still in surveying the best price and still deciding which one to buy..dah beli nanti xmau nyesal pulak..huhu






2.  boyfriend

lee min hoo saya

sangat super kacak..tengok halkum dia pun dah cukup menggiurkan..adoi..sexy kot!..hahaha..jejaka ini ku kenal melalui cerita BOF..walaupun dalam cerita tu dia jadi anak orang kaya yg sangat la poyo dan bongkak..tapi gelagat dia sungguh comel dan sexy..*apekah??..hahaha..and till now..si dia ini tetap menjadi pujaan hatiku..kalau lah dapat jadi boyfriend aku..kan best!

*_*

lee jin wook saya

tiba-tiba tergoda ngan mamat handsome ni bila tgk cerita rival..comel je..dia jadi anak kepada president dalam cerita tu..then dia jatuh cinta dengan bodyguard a.k.a escortee dia..comel je tengok mereka ini bercinta..*nak macam tu jugak!!!..kalau la dapat boyfriend macam mamat ni..tak cakap banyak dah lah..just enjoy the show lah!..hahaha

hans isaac saya

walaupun abang macho saya ni dah xberapa nak muda..tapi dia masih mantap kot..perut ketak-ketak okay..(sila jangan tanya mana saya tau..haha)..ruginya erra fazira tak mau kat dia..tapi ku agak..banyak lagi wanita2 yg menggila kat dia ni..dont worry la my darling!..haha..oh hanc isaac..takkan ku lupa kenangan kita bersama..*apekes ko ni hanis??!..haha

oh jejaka kacak a.k.a mr.sapadia..sila lah muncul dengan kadar segera..saya dah tak sanggup  menunggu..cehh ayat!..well..i know..you know..i can never get these gorgeous guys up here...not even close as them..but at least can i just dream to have them?..*winkwinkwink..dreaming of them makes me feel goooooood..hahaha




3.honeymoon and trip

fiji island

berangan sejak tengok BOF jugak..sweet je kan..stay kat chalet tepi beach..sambil dinner berdua-duaan..oyyeah!..berdua lebih baik..:)

killarney national park,ireland

teringin nak pegi sejak tengok cerita p.s i love you..sweet je kan kalau dapat jumpa the one and only love kat sini..pegi dating..jalan-jalan..then dapat proposal..ohhh..*pengaruh tv dan filem la ni..adoi

plitvice national park,croatia

ada orang kata tempat ni kat sungai jagung ,kedah..tapi setelah di-search..sebenarnya kat croatia la..bestnya..kalau la dapat pegi..insyaallah..kalo ade rezeki..kan?..:)

somewhere in sweden

saya suka sweden..kenapa saya suka sweden?..sebab dia cipta IKEA..hahahaha..sebenarnya saya suka semua negara-negara scandinavia..kalau dapat pegi trip..uishh..bestnya!..maybe one day i'll have the opportunity..*only if i marry a rich guy..duh!!..:P

wahhh..bestnya kalau dapat pegi ke semua tempat di atas kan??..anyway..i'll try my best to get myself to these beautiful places...and i wish to go with my loved one..who he is??..hahahaha...

4. future life

auww..sweet..nak macam ni jugak!!..uwaa!!

hari-hari macam ni pun boleh sayang!!..haha

soon-to-be new hobby..hahahaha

i wish to have this!..yeah..i can never know how my future will be..but i dream to have this in the future..a great loving husband..at least four beautiful kids..(four ke??)..a nice and cozy house for us to live..and a great and lovely family life..i want to be a good wife to my husband..a great mom to my children and a better person in the future..i really wish to have all that..well..i guess everyone wishing for the same thing right?..oh dreammmmmmm.....hehehe

ok!..so far tu je la kot..nanti-nanti tak tau la lagi..maybe lagi panjang dari ini..haha..anyway..dream can be made..it can also can be reality if we have the guts and trust our instinct..cehh..ye la hanis oi..haha...apa-apapun i hope in many years to come..i can have all my dreams to come true..insyaallah..=)

p/s :padah overdose berangan..hah!

marry me??

marriage..or in malay kita panggil perkahwinan.


the thing that all of people have been waiting in life..one of the most important decision to make for the rest of our life...it may be the best and the proudest decision we can make.


seronok tengok bila ada orang kahwin kan??..ye la..benda baik..dapat pahala kot mendirikan masjid sendiri ni..huhu..


seronok tengok kawan-kawan kahwin..jealous pun ada..ye la..hati ni meronta-ronta nak kahwin juga..
tapi......


calonnya....tiada.
budgetnya....tiada.
dan faktor-faktor yang sewaktu dengannya..tiada.


but no worries..
i will alway try my best..tp get the very best man to be with me..to spend the rest of our life together..and to my MR.SAPADIA..please la..sila la muncul secepat mungkin..boleh la kita berkenalan..kenal hati budi masing-masing..hehehe..:P 




Ya Allah..Kau permudahkanlah jodohku..Kau pertemukanlah aku dengan orang yang baik dan ikhlas dalam membimbingku ke jalanMu.

'the' atmosphere

HEY HEY HEY...it's quite a few weeks since the last time i've been blogging..that is because i've been very busy..a lot of things had happened in my life..but the major one is my confirmation presentation..alhamdulillah..i've passed it..now i have nothing to worry and live my life like normal..haha..actually,i have a lot of things to be burst out in here..until i got the perfect time to write about them..do keep waiting ya..:)

wait....wait...wait....




well..i just wanna say that i am so happy at this moment of my life..i have been laughing so much..hahahahahahaha..(see???!!!).. even though i'm not in any relationship with anybody with the opposite gender..of course!!..but i'm still enjoying my life to the fullest..the people around me make me feel loved and happy..at least i know that there are some people who care about me as much as my beloved family..this makes me forget the bitter and sour things that had happened in my life..thanks everyone who are involve in my self-rejuvenating plan..haha




when there's love..there's life


or


when there's life..there's love

chiao...<3

m.i.s.s.i.n.g

i think i'm missing someone..

but i don't know who???






psycho lah you ni hanis..adoi..

human processing

i've been doing a lot of thinking lately..
while working..
while driving..
while eating..
and even when i'm going to bed..
but it seems that i don't know i've been thinking..
i don't know why i'm doing all the thinking..
why?? why?? why??


it was like my brain cannot stop processing..
what is it trying to process??..hell i don't know..
what i know is it connected to my heart..
whenever my brain is thinking..it sends signal to my heart..
my heart thumps vigorously..with unknown reason..
this is driving me crazy..
i hate to have this kind of feeling..this kind of phase..
it's killing me..softly

oh my dear brain,heart,mind and soul..
please be nice to me..
please make all my worries go away..
please bring peace and serenity to me..
please!! please!! please!!

or else..at least..please give me some clues..huhu




P/S:i'm thinking of making an appointment with a psychiatric..