when...............

when I miss someone, MY heart beats super fast.

when I hate someone, MY stomach give me a churl.

.

when I like someone, MY face blushing red.

when I get nervous, MY body shivering.

when I get annoyed with someone, I turn my face off.

when I get bored, I daydreams. 

when I meet hot guys, MY mind drools away.

when I get serious, I look so serious.

when I do fall in love, only YOU can tell me how I'll be..hahahahahaha

gilos

4 in the morning

happy

end.

dear wishlist..ehh..dreamlist..:)

every girl have their own dreams..i have mine too..banyak gila..sampai yang impossible pun ada..but bak kata GM saya...imposibble is nothing..eceyy..ye la tu kan??


tapi nak tau ke apa yang ada dalam wishlist a.k.a dreamlist saya..


jom la tengok...




1. camera

canon dslr

memang kegilaan..tapi so so expensive..but it may be very worth it..

lomo

akan memjadi kegilaan..tapi susah la nak cari orang yang suka lomo jugak..tp macam best aje kalau ade kan?

polaroid

ni lagi la nampak sweet kalau ade..boleh bawa pegi jalan-jalan..bleh letak dalam jurnal.*berangan

oh camera..tak tau lagi nak dapatkan yang mana..still in surveying the best price and still deciding which one to buy..dah beli nanti xmau nyesal pulak..huhu






2.  boyfriend

lee min hoo saya

sangat super kacak..tengok halkum dia pun dah cukup menggiurkan..adoi..sexy kot!..hahaha..jejaka ini ku kenal melalui cerita BOF..walaupun dalam cerita tu dia jadi anak orang kaya yg sangat la poyo dan bongkak..tapi gelagat dia sungguh comel dan sexy..*apekah??..hahaha..and till now..si dia ini tetap menjadi pujaan hatiku..kalau lah dapat jadi boyfriend aku..kan best!

*_*

lee jin wook saya

tiba-tiba tergoda ngan mamat handsome ni bila tgk cerita rival..comel je..dia jadi anak kepada president dalam cerita tu..then dia jatuh cinta dengan bodyguard a.k.a escortee dia..comel je tengok mereka ini bercinta..*nak macam tu jugak!!!..kalau la dapat boyfriend macam mamat ni..tak cakap banyak dah lah..just enjoy the show lah!..hahaha

hans isaac saya

walaupun abang macho saya ni dah xberapa nak muda..tapi dia masih mantap kot..perut ketak-ketak okay..(sila jangan tanya mana saya tau..haha)..ruginya erra fazira tak mau kat dia..tapi ku agak..banyak lagi wanita2 yg menggila kat dia ni..dont worry la my darling!..haha..oh hanc isaac..takkan ku lupa kenangan kita bersama..*apekes ko ni hanis??!..haha

oh jejaka kacak a.k.a mr.sapadia..sila lah muncul dengan kadar segera..saya dah tak sanggup  menunggu..cehh ayat!..well..i know..you know..i can never get these gorgeous guys up here...not even close as them..but at least can i just dream to have them?..*winkwinkwink..dreaming of them makes me feel goooooood..hahaha




3.honeymoon and trip

fiji island

berangan sejak tengok BOF jugak..sweet je kan..stay kat chalet tepi beach..sambil dinner berdua-duaan..oyyeah!..berdua lebih baik..:)

killarney national park,ireland

teringin nak pegi sejak tengok cerita p.s i love you..sweet je kan kalau dapat jumpa the one and only love kat sini..pegi dating..jalan-jalan..then dapat proposal..ohhh..*pengaruh tv dan filem la ni..adoi

plitvice national park,croatia

ada orang kata tempat ni kat sungai jagung ,kedah..tapi setelah di-search..sebenarnya kat croatia la..bestnya..kalau la dapat pegi..insyaallah..kalo ade rezeki..kan?..:)

somewhere in sweden

saya suka sweden..kenapa saya suka sweden?..sebab dia cipta IKEA..hahahaha..sebenarnya saya suka semua negara-negara scandinavia..kalau dapat pegi trip..uishh..bestnya!..maybe one day i'll have the opportunity..*only if i marry a rich guy..duh!!..:P

wahhh..bestnya kalau dapat pegi ke semua tempat di atas kan??..anyway..i'll try my best to get myself to these beautiful places...and i wish to go with my loved one..who he is??..hahahaha...

4. future life

auww..sweet..nak macam ni jugak!!..uwaa!!

hari-hari macam ni pun boleh sayang!!..haha

soon-to-be new hobby..hahahaha

i wish to have this!..yeah..i can never know how my future will be..but i dream to have this in the future..a great loving husband..at least four beautiful kids..(four ke??)..a nice and cozy house for us to live..and a great and lovely family life..i want to be a good wife to my husband..a great mom to my children and a better person in the future..i really wish to have all that..well..i guess everyone wishing for the same thing right?..oh dreammmmmmm.....hehehe

ok!..so far tu je la kot..nanti-nanti tak tau la lagi..maybe lagi panjang dari ini..haha..anyway..dream can be made..it can also can be reality if we have the guts and trust our instinct..cehh..ye la hanis oi..haha...apa-apapun i hope in many years to come..i can have all my dreams to come true..insyaallah..=)

p/s :padah overdose berangan..hah!

marry me??

marriage..or in malay kita panggil perkahwinan.


the thing that all of people have been waiting in life..one of the most important decision to make for the rest of our life...it may be the best and the proudest decision we can make.


seronok tengok bila ada orang kahwin kan??..ye la..benda baik..dapat pahala kot mendirikan masjid sendiri ni..huhu..


seronok tengok kawan-kawan kahwin..jealous pun ada..ye la..hati ni meronta-ronta nak kahwin juga..
tapi......


calonnya....tiada.
budgetnya....tiada.
dan faktor-faktor yang sewaktu dengannya..tiada.


but no worries..
i will alway try my best..tp get the very best man to be with me..to spend the rest of our life together..and to my MR.SAPADIA..please la..sila la muncul secepat mungkin..boleh la kita berkenalan..kenal hati budi masing-masing..hehehe..:P 




Ya Allah..Kau permudahkanlah jodohku..Kau pertemukanlah aku dengan orang yang baik dan ikhlas dalam membimbingku ke jalanMu.

'the' atmosphere

HEY HEY HEY...it's quite a few weeks since the last time i've been blogging..that is because i've been very busy..a lot of things had happened in my life..but the major one is my confirmation presentation..alhamdulillah..i've passed it..now i have nothing to worry and live my life like normal..haha..actually,i have a lot of things to be burst out in here..until i got the perfect time to write about them..do keep waiting ya..:)

wait....wait...wait....




well..i just wanna say that i am so happy at this moment of my life..i have been laughing so much..hahahahahahaha..(see???!!!).. even though i'm not in any relationship with anybody with the opposite gender..of course!!..but i'm still enjoying my life to the fullest..the people around me make me feel loved and happy..at least i know that there are some people who care about me as much as my beloved family..this makes me forget the bitter and sour things that had happened in my life..thanks everyone who are involve in my self-rejuvenating plan..haha




when there's love..there's life


or


when there's life..there's love

chiao...<3

m.i.s.s.i.n.g

i think i'm missing someone..

but i don't know who???






psycho lah you ni hanis..adoi..

human processing

i've been doing a lot of thinking lately..
while working..
while driving..
while eating..
and even when i'm going to bed..
but it seems that i don't know i've been thinking..
i don't know why i'm doing all the thinking..
why?? why?? why??


it was like my brain cannot stop processing..
what is it trying to process??..hell i don't know..
what i know is it connected to my heart..
whenever my brain is thinking..it sends signal to my heart..
my heart thumps vigorously..with unknown reason..
this is driving me crazy..
i hate to have this kind of feeling..this kind of phase..
it's killing me..softly

oh my dear brain,heart,mind and soul..
please be nice to me..
please make all my worries go away..
please bring peace and serenity to me..
please!! please!! please!!

or else..at least..please give me some clues..huhu




P/S:i'm thinking of making an appointment with a psychiatric.. 

s o u l - l e s s

my mind.
my heart.
my soul.
is somewhere in the Antarctic.(maybe)
stranded in the other side of the world.
where no human can go.
no creature to survive.


that is how myself now.
i don't know what.
i don't know why.
i don't know when.
i don't know where.
i don't know how.


SO,


i think i'm a pschycoholic.


BUT,


i'm not sure whether i do really think while thinking of that.
i'm not sure whether the words i'm using is the right words.


AND


i'm not sure whether i care about all that crap.


THEREFORE,


please don't bother about me talking trash..thank you

I am who I am

why some people are so mean?
why they even bother to think of other's life?
they don't even know what they are talking about
i bet they love trash talking..


we cannot control the evil tongues of others but a good life enables us to disregard them.


it is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.


i just wanna say this one thing;


TALK TO THE HAND...I DON'T EVEN CARE..ahahh!!

500 days of???..tropical maybe??

okay..i have just watched this one movie called "500 days of summer". it happened that i saw this DVD and it's kinda nice to watch and bought it 2 weeks ago..and finally now i got time to watch it..haha..

okay..so it is about a young guy,Tom who is suddenly in love with Summer,a girl who work in the same company and he thinks that she is 'the one'..and within the 500 days they have been known for each other..he tried to figure out whether they are meant for each other or not...and guess what..they are not together in the end..in fact..Summer married to other guy and leaves Tom behind..poor Tom!..huhu..well..as been told in the movie.. it is not a love story..it is a story about love..it doesn't have to be happy ending...whatever!

one damn thing is wandering in my mind is when a boy meets a girl..and they had good times and sweet memories together..doesn't it called fate?..doesn't it called meant for each other?..how we are suppose to know whether we're in love with someone or we're just want to be friends and let's do fun things together?..how? how?..hell ya!!

as for me..i might need 500 days..through winter..spring..summer..autumn or the whole tropical climate to find my 'the one'..which day would it be?..hahahahaha   *pray hard..=)

l.o.v.e ~~~

LOVE is the tittle..but i'm not the one who is in love baby!!..hehe..actually one of my dearest bestfriends is going to get engage in May..insyaallah..ohh..i'm so happy for her..the fact that we didn't expect it..even she didn't expect it..but that what we called love..and fate..from a guy that she never expect to be end up with..i mean..thay started as friends..as workmates..but they do have chemistry going around them..as people always say..you will never see it unless you see it..what i'm trying to say is..in few months back..i never thought that aimie and danial will be in this loveey duveey scenario..even they don't expect it..but that is what happened..you go girl!!..i'm so happy for you Aimie..:*.. after what you have been through..after that stupid rejection and stupid heart stirrup..you deserved what you have now darling!!..=)

when i know the people who i loved so much are so happy with their lifes..it makes me happy too..it's kinda some positive energies are surrounding me..because i know..one day..i'll be as happy as their are..i know that everybody have their own destiny..we just have to believe in it and pray for the best..=)


p/s:my fairy tale will come soon..hope so..*finger crossed..=)

life unexpected

life.life can be easy.life can be hard too.life also can be nice to you yet have no mercy on you.i bet mine is in between of all that.i love my life.i'm enjoying it..i'm doing the surviving job here.it still a long way to go..more to come.either good or bad.only god knows.i can only pray for the best.

fresh kick start

i'll make this one a little long ya..since i've already closed my previous blog..this is the new one!!..with focus in a new year..and not to forget..with new life and dreams..huhh

lots have been happening to me lately..i've turned 21..ahaa!!..and the new year is here..2011..hopefully a great year for me..hehe..but i'm still adapting myself with my new role in life..that means WORK!!!..hehe..trying to balance goods and bads along my long-way-to-go life..and i have been thinking about future..or i must say futureS..because a lot of thing is playing around my head...i need to have plans and goals for my future life..at least i can lead myself and know what to do next..of course some may be achieve..and some may be not..but i'm hoping everything will goes well..*fingers crossed.....>_<

anyway..i'm planning myself to go to China this year..in June to be exact..with my brother Luqe and my my collegues Kak J and Abg Daus..but i think we have to cancel or plan..i don't think we can take leave together in such superbusy condition in our department..especially in June..huhuhu..:(..nevermind..maybe we can plan a short getaway..maybe later this year..maybe to a nice beautiful beach..in malaysia also can right?..hehe..

ok..now i'm running out of words..so to speak..for the time being..i need to focus on work..i'll be "hanis the workaholic"..hahahaha..the rest..stay in my bag..i'll take a peek on you later ya..hehe