m.i.s.s.i.n.g

i think i'm missing someone..

but i don't know who???






psycho lah you ni hanis..adoi..

human processing

i've been doing a lot of thinking lately..
while working..
while driving..
while eating..
and even when i'm going to bed..
but it seems that i don't know i've been thinking..
i don't know why i'm doing all the thinking..
why?? why?? why??


it was like my brain cannot stop processing..
what is it trying to process??..hell i don't know..
what i know is it connected to my heart..
whenever my brain is thinking..it sends signal to my heart..
my heart thumps vigorously..with unknown reason..
this is driving me crazy..
i hate to have this kind of feeling..this kind of phase..
it's killing me..softly

oh my dear brain,heart,mind and soul..
please be nice to me..
please make all my worries go away..
please bring peace and serenity to me..
please!! please!! please!!

or else..at least..please give me some clues..huhu




P/S:i'm thinking of making an appointment with a psychiatric.. 

s o u l - l e s s

my mind.
my heart.
my soul.
is somewhere in the Antarctic.(maybe)
stranded in the other side of the world.
where no human can go.
no creature to survive.


that is how myself now.
i don't know what.
i don't know why.
i don't know when.
i don't know where.
i don't know how.


SO,


i think i'm a pschycoholic.


BUT,


i'm not sure whether i do really think while thinking of that.
i'm not sure whether the words i'm using is the right words.


AND


i'm not sure whether i care about all that crap.


THEREFORE,


please don't bother about me talking trash..thank you